Hurry up and wait.
That seems to be the motto of my life.
I'm not really a patient person. Guess I'm learning. It's like I hurry up and get all the stuff done on my end of the deal that I need to get done and then I'm stuck waiting for God to pull the rest of the pieces into line. It just gets discouraging after awhile. What else am I supposed to be doing right now? Just twiddling my thumbs? I'm awful at twiddling thumbs.
So I try to wait patiently.
I try to act like a real human being, and not a shell of one.
Going from absolute chaos to nothingness tends to leave one shell-shocked. Especially when its from the middle of nowhere to a metropolitan area.
It's hard not to think of all that I've left behind when I'm waiting.
And it's hard not to compare what you have currently with what you've left behind.
Man, I'm such a nostalgic person as of late.
What's happend to me?!
I've become a sap!
Guess I had to give into it eventually right?
Just to hurry up and wait.
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